Today was kind of a long day, full of different pieces:)
First of all my closet looks like a costume closet!
(once I get my camera back from my friend I'll show you!)
it's loaded with every print and pattern, nothings normal. Sort of like me hahaxD
I'm almost done organizing everything in my room. I'm decluttering it because I've decided to go on Indepentdent Study for the rest of my freshman year.
Yeah I know, freshman year? the easiest year? well it sounds radiculous but I'm almost positive that this is the change that I really need to get back on track. Hah, I sound like a therapist.
No but honestly, I've been so lost lately. I don't know who I am or what I've become. And trying to hold on the all these lost ideas and faded away memories doesn't really get me anywhere. So I've decided to become an independant person and learn how to fend for myself! like a real wildcat...in the jungle? >>How did HSM get in there?
Annnywayssssssss. I'm just starting out this whole blogging thing and I know your generally supposed to stick to one topic at a time yadadaadaa. I have a much too short attention span for that, plus my blog looks pretty naked. Lets just think of this as a blanket to keep it warn until it can be properly housed in suburbia.
That also brings me to another point.
I <3 Lady GaGa!
At first, like everyone else I was skeptical that she was fake and poserey. But the truth is you can tell when people are truly original or just having an image because, well the fake people are playing by all these rules that someone else invented for them.
Lady GaGa made her own rules, her own self. I'm well aware she has influences from many other artist but she lives and acts by her own rules, which makes her herself:)

It's funny too because I'm listening to Libbie Linton right now, she's a really cute acoustic folkie indie? kind of singer, she's really calming and simple. Kind of like KT Tunstall or something:)

Well amungst all this nonsense, and the fact that it is god knows some ubseen hour in the morning (my computer believes I'm in Ohio), My real point is that I am going to have a new start, I admire Lady GaGa and I'm not going to worry so much about rules because I was born breaking them, and I like folkie music? oh jeeps.

So wish me luck with what I hope is my very last week of Highschool, And pray that I can learn to be myself again!

Keep on Smiling,
N<3

I've always wanted to sign my name like that:D